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No one is laughingSo close I can feel your breath on my fingertips. I can see you looking for me in my eyes.No one is laughing
I lamented in the past, so devoid of memory. And now. Now memory is
everything.
by ~raxxel
DefinitionAs my mind wrestled with reality, painful reality, it wrought lies from nothing and bitterness from dark.Definition
Screams substituted by fists made less noise and so it was.
Now it is clearer. The pain not so sharp. Still there but a little less
shiny.
And I realize you've no fault.
The world's to blame. And you can't live on love
alone.
by ~raxxel
A walk in the darkEveryone knows what its like. This feeling is not something new. We may describe it differently and let it show differently, but really, its still there within us. You know the feeling, right? Like someone's taken out your heart, scraped the insides clean and filled it with pain, raw and sharp and inescapable as it beats its way through every vein. Waking up in the morning, you think, alright. I can do this. And the rest of the day proves to you over and over that you can't. You somehow find yourself entertaining thoughts of 'what if'. What if I died today? What if I left and never came back? What if no one noticed? You wonder if anyone elseA walk in the dark
by ~raxxel
Self-HarmThe scars are faint. Keep me warm and they won't show. The cold draws purple lines across my wrists and hands and shoulder blades.Self-Harm
The past digs in its tiny
claws, injecting doubt into vessels pulsing with newborn hope.
A growing presence, feeding off everything
I've ever wanted, living just beneath my skin.
Maybe its time to let it
out again. Watch it escape, flushed out with
the crimson trickle and tingling familiarity.
by ~raxxel
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